As i gaze into what should be mine
there is a fire that burns inside of my heart
i have anger built inside of me just for you
waiting to blow up
only i was the only one who knew
why are these feelings hurting me so badly
what did i do to deserve all the sadness
my heart falls to the ground
as you tear it apart
piece by piece
you never thought how it would affect me
i am sure you do not want to know
for if you were to find out about all the pain
you would not be on earth if i could help it
you threw the i love you teddy bear out
you said that it was cheap
and you did not want it around
there are many things i could hurt you with
but i will not lower myself to that point
because i know inside that god will have his chance
i would like to be there so i could watch you fall
fall to the ground as my heart did before
but when that happens
you wont stop falling like my heart did
you will continue forever
falling into hell
i wait patiently for that one time to come
my heart will regain its muscle
and i will not frown
