I am unworthy of living
Nothing but a mistake
I was never wanted
And still am not wanted
My existence is nothing but a joke
I should be deprived of life
As I am already deprived of happiness
They took it all away
People surrounding me don't care
Don't care about the pain I go through
My precious moments are stripped away
And replaced with dark days of fear
My insides have been ripped out
For all surrounding people to see
To witness all of my weaknesses
Now anybody can hurt me
It is a simple matter of hurtful words
They enjoy seeing me suffer
Acknowledging that I have no one to care
I am an object of defeat
Anger is taken out on me
As my own stays locked inside
No form of a way to escape
I am highly mistreated
By the people who supposedly care
I am looked down upon
As they notice i am not perfect
Obviously my imperfections betray me
For my beliefs are harsh and cold
Caused by a life in pure darkness
There is a dark, empty, decaying hole
Where my heart was meant to be
Lack of love and support is what caused it
Your expectations are set too high
It is obvious that I have no choicebut to fail
My life should be done for
No reason for me to be living
But I am
I have to continue in this deadbeat world
Of hate that surrounds me
