Have you ever wanted love so much
That you cry until you bleed tears
Want somebody to love and hold you
To make you happy and get rid of all your fears
Have you ever wished that you were dead
Figured that death would be easier
Ever dragged that blade across your wrist
Taken the pain for a chance to be happier
Have you ever wanted that special someone
That no matter how hard you try, you never get
Want them to love you and only you
Have a love that you will never forget
Have you ever been really depressed
So that you feel like you are not really living
Ever put on a fake smile to hide what you feel
Crying on the inside but happiness is what you are giving
Have you ever lost somebody that you loved
Wished that you could have gone instead
Changed your whole life to show your mourning
Been so angry that you want to rip the hair right out of your head
Have you ever lost you parent's approval
Ever be verbally abused until you feel like nothing
Wish that you just had one person to care
Have somebody to make you feel like something
Have you ever seen the person you love
With a partner that is not right
Ever had your adrenaline up so high
That when you see that person, you want to fight
Have you ever cried so much
That it seems like you are drowning
Ever appear to people as happy
Though on the inside you are frowning
Have you ever seen your best friend get hurt
The man they loved walked out on them
Seen your friend down so low
That it makes you want to kill him
HAvHaveer written poetry
To let people know how you feel
ThrThroughoutomy holefe, I have felt all of these things
I still feel terrible for the pain I felt was real
