4 walls, 1 chair

4 walls, 1 chair
Insainty entertwined with despair
I scream inside because you put me here.

1 Jacket, buckles in the back
Bit my lip as i try to fight back
taste the blood in the back of my throat.
even in a padded room there is no hope.

4 walls each white
just like the uniforms that watch me at night.
arms wrapped around me tight filling me with self doubt.

Here i rot,
year after year,
trapped inside myself
walled up by fear.

In my own mind the real me sits
whishing i could go back and somehow fix this.

unlock the door to my mind
tare down the walls and rebuild myself

4 walls, 1 chair
broken heart scattered everywhere
padded walls stare back at me
in my own room of hidden fears.