I’m packing the heartaches
The pain I feel inside
Leaving home
Along this narrow road
We call life
To afraid of leaving
Without your hands to guide me
Without your arms to hold me
Without your words to cure me
But tell me to move on
Without that story to sooth me asleep
I’m afraid the tears will keep falling
The shadows of my friends
Their memories won't leave me
But rest inside my head
I fell into darkness
Where all my problem would drown me
Feeling un-loved, un-touched
Disconnected from life
Just focusing on the pain
Crying my self to sleep
Cutting away the pain
Where my tears can choke me
Drowning me in blood
I touch your hand, mother
But you turn to dust
I thought you loved me
But found a new way to escape
My mind cloudy
Rain from my eyes
Keeps raining
Dreaming in nightmares
As I try this road
To addiction
Place that I thought
Could hide me
But the shadows
Of my addiction
Keep me from my sleep
As my head cries
The little boy inside is lost
Who can't be fixed
All my friends who tried
Please don't
I’m not broken
Just lonely and scared
Of my addiction
That keep's lurking
