To fall

They say it's easy
To fall.
Then why haven't I
Fallen?

Everywhere I see it.
He loves her.
She loves him.

I lay alone.
In my empty bed.
Tired.
Weak.
Tears fall down my chin.

Is it the way I act?
Look?
Am I that bad?

Everyday I wake
And continue
To wonder.
Hope.
Dream.

Will I ever find her?
Will I ever fall?
or will I die alone?

I pass her in the hall.
My heart beats.