Cian needs help

How can anyone ignore
Everything I endure
Lots of knives of shame
Penetrate my very name

Holding my soul close
Enduring what can’t most
Learning I am different
Perhaps will rid my friends

Hiding all I am
Echoing “You can’t!”
Letting myself die
Pulling away my life

Home is not safe
Every where’s a cage
Little do they know
People kill me slow

How can I ignore this
Everlasting guilt it’s
Leading me to hell
Please, please I need Help!

i didnt write didn'tbut this is how i feel