This is a long poem. its about one of my best friends not being there for me.
she was not there when i needed her
she left me alone in the crowd
to her i was just a blur
she probably feels so proud
i went to her first when i needed someone
when i talked she did not listen
she thought this was all for fun
but all i want is to glisten
depression runs deep within my veins
i wanted her to help me
but she just made more pains
then she ran and let me be
i write poems because I'm sad
i write them about my disease
she yells because shes mad
she will yell and she will tease
when she needed me i was there
i was there because i cared
i need her now but she is where
she left when she got scared
she said she knows whats going on
but shes never been like this
now she is forever gone
friends is my only wish
once in my life sisters we were like
now i can see that was a mistake
shes telling me to take a hike
my whole life she did take
i wish we could be friends in a flash
but we do not talk anymore
when we were together we had a blast
no I'm sitting here crying on the floor
i don't think we'll ever be friends again
that is the way we both feel
sadness will be until the bitter end
all of this is making me ill
this fight is making me tear
all night and every day
it has brought to me so many fears
ones where shes going to pay
once upon a time we were best friends
we did everything together it seemed
we make up some of the trends
i wish i only had dreamed
this is our last and final fight
friends we will no longer be
we'll never go in each others sight
for this is what we see
we have lunch together this year
i sit at a different table then her
i wish things between us were clear
friends is something we once were
she use to tell me what to do
that's something i don't miss
she told me who to date too
who i could and could not kiss
shes very controlling as you can see
i use to feel like she controlled my life
she has caused so much sadness in me
i feel sorry for her husband when shes a wife
for a couple of days it has been this way
she won't even tell me what i did to deserve this
all she does is yell each day
not being friends is now my only wish
wee still have some of the same friends
we hate each other very much
it will be that way until everything ends
shes always cuddling always having to touch
we have so many problems with each other
her name which for i don't want to say
she acts as if shes my mother
she haunts me day after day
i just had to get everything out of my mind
writing really does help me
when i first met her i thought she would be kind
i should of known she always would flee
yes this poem might be too long
but this helps ease my pain
I'm going to go on living strong
instead of crying with the rain.
