I gaze at you, as I sit in solitary,
Watching as a twinkle of wind,
sparkles on the prairie.
Shivers make my forehead
sweat, and my eyes bleed,
column less fears, and your
flying right in front of me,
waving on a pier.
I smile and look back
at you, wide across
the prairie, and fearing
that I do not love you,
is quite to the contrary.
Wish upon a shooting star,
cannot reveal the wish,
and my pain and suffering
continues, does not quit.
We live in a town,
of lost love, please fear
and shame, even if we fly away,
it will all just stay the same.
Let me hear your heart beat,
so are hearts with thud
in rhythm,
and this song will hear
across the Nile,
so that everyone will know,
where ever you must
want to be,
thats where I must go.
I couldn't write it the sky,
but you'd see it in the clouds,
I never told you that I loved you,
but you found out some how.
I'll wrap my arms around you,
and I'll scream
as the rain shines down,
my screams will carry
throughout the night,
together they will drown.
In agony I tell you,
I explain what all is real,
and as you lie on roses,
I tell you what I feel.
A blaze of fire,
across a rainbow,
something so phenomenal,
I blistered in the rain,
and your eyes post me in spell.
What if you would
have kissed me once?
before you ran astray,
and every shade of every flower,
turns to something gray.
How must I go on this road,
without your smile lingering near,
my body stays so visible,
but my heart will disappear.
Forgiving you,
is hard for me,
when I'm sitting here alone,
I hold my head, in darkness, I cry here as I moan.
I should deny the truth
for the truth will make me die,
death is so so near for me,
for my heart is left in cry.
Understand me, let me know,
but leave me as I will,
and I hear your whisper
in my head, and its a faint
cold ugly chill.
I never touched you,
I never held your hand,
my heart is broke like crystal,
and my life will convert to sand.
I should have came
when you were screaming
out my name, when you were
hollering so dear, you screamed
on those dead roses,
but I never did appear.
I sat inside waiting for you
to cast home, but you never
walked on threw that door,
I never smelt your sweet cologne.
I tasted death, as I ran through
the rain cold with tears
streaming down my face,
knowing I'm to blame.
I sat there with you
as you died in front of me,
hoping you would rinse up again,
and that is still my plea.
But you sat there,
dead on the prairie,
and I looked into your lifeless eyes,
I had to continue life alone,
I didn't want to realize.
But I forgave you
for leaving me,
as I felt my sweat through
the rain,
and then I knew the memories
were all that would remain.
I kissed your lips
for the first time,
and I closed your eyes to rest,
I screamed and as I did this
your head fell on my chest.
I tilted my head a like,
as all this started spinning
on the prairie,
and I realized what I must do.
For I would do just anything
to stay and be with you.
