When I loved you!

WHEN I LOVED YOU.

DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN YOU SMILED AT ME MY HEART MELTED?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN YOU SAID YOU WERE HURT I FELT IT TO?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN YOU SENT ME ONE EMAIL I SAVED IT?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN YOU SAID HI TO ME YOU MADE MY DAY?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN EVER I'M AROUND YOU MY LIFE IS COMPLETE?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN THE SUN SHINES I THINK OF YOU?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN LIFE TAKES ME TO A SAD PLACE I THINK OF YOU AND ITS HAPPY ALL OVER AGAIN?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN YOU CALLED ME PRETTY I FOR ONCE FELT IT?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN YOU SAID I WAS FUNNY I SMILED BECAUSE I KNOW I\\\\\\\'M NOT?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN I FIRST MET YOU I THOUGHT YOU WERE CRAZY?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN I GOT TO KNOW YOU I FELT SOMETHING I HAVE NEVER FELT BEFORE?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN YOU TRIED TO SAY SOMETHING FUNNY YOU WOULD BLUSH?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN I SMILED IT WASN’T BECAUSE OF THE JOKE?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN I SMELLED YOUR SHIRT I KEPT THE SCENT?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN I CRIED I WAS THINKING ABOUT EVERYTHING BUT YOU?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN I SAW A RAINBOW I THOUGHT THAT YOU WERE THE POT OF GOLD AT THE END OF IT?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN WE WERE WITH EACH OTHER I FELT WHOLE?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN WE WERE ALONE I FELT LIKE I WAS FINALLY HOME?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN EVER SOMEONE MADE YOU HAPPY I WAS JEALOUS BECAUSE IT WASNT ME?

AFTER I LOVED YOU.

DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN I LEARNED HOW YOU FELT ABOUT ME I WAS CRUSHED?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN I FELL I DID HEAR YOU LAUGH?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN YOU KISSED HER I WAS TORN IN TWO?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN I CRIED YOU WERE THE ONE WHO DID IT?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN SHE HUGS YOU I WAS FEELING PAIN?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN EVER I BLED YOU WERE THE BLADE THAT SLIT IT?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN EVER I SMILED I WIPED IT OFF BECAUSE I KNEW YOU WOULD FROWN?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN EVER YOU SAID YOU DIDN’T LIKE SOMETHING ABOUT ME I WANTED TO CHANGE IT!?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN EVER SOMEONE SAID YOUR NAME I WOULD CRY INSIDE?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN YOU CALLED ME FAT I RAN HOME AND THREW UP?
DID YOU KNOW THAT WHEN YOU SPOKE I FELT YOUR WORDS CARVING MY SOUL?

WHEN I REALIZED YOU WERE GONE.

DID YOU KNOW THAT I LOVED YOU?
DID YOU KNOW THAT I NEVER STOPPED THIKING ABOUT YOU?
DID YOU KNOW THAT EVERY CHANCE I GOT I LOOKED AT YOUR PICTURE?
DID YOU KNOW THAT EVERY SECOND I TRIED TO MEET YOUR STANDARDS?
DID YOU KNOW THAT I SLIT MY WRISTS BECAUSE YOU SAID “I WISH YOU WERE DEAD”
DID YOU KNOW THAT EVEN THOUGH YOU DIDN’T SAY THOSE EXACT WORDS I KNEW WHAT YOU WERE THINKING?
DID YOU KNOW THAT I KNEW I WAS NOTHING WITHOUT YOU?
DID YOU KNOW THAT I DID MY VERY BEST TO SUCCEED?
DID YOU KNOW THAT IT WASN’T ENOUGH?
DID YOU KNOW I FAILED ANYWAYS?

WHEN I FINALLY FELT THE PAIN.

DID YOU KNOW THAT MY WHOLE LIFE WAS WASTED?
DID YOU KNOW THAT CARING ABOUT YOU WAS PAINFUL?
DID YOU KNOW THAT I AM CRYING INSIDE BECAUSE I WASTED MY LIFE ON YOU?
DID YOU KNOW THAT BECAUSE OF YOU I LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND SCREAM?
DID YOU KNOW THAT YOU WERE THE ONE WHO LEFT THE SCARS ON MY WRISTS?
DID YOU KNOW THAT I COUDLNT MOVE ON BECAUSE YOU WERE BLOCKING MY WAY?
DID YOU KNOW THAT LIFE WASN’T THE SAME UNTIL I REALIZED
THAT LOVING YOU WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE?

by. brandi.

\"one door closes another door opens\"

as told by my best friend.