Numb

By !*!Bee!*!

Every time I think I'm the only one that's lonely
I look at you,and the pain isn't so bad
My mind is far away
My heart lies shattered for all to see
Does it matter that I'm here?
Lost in emotions
Fear flooding my eyes
I must shed the pain,before it consumes me
Taken over by the coldness
I am deprived of the warmth
I refuse to show weakness
I will not cry
Hard to all love
I will never feel
Betrayal,lies,deception,when all I needed was the truth
I scream to find myself
To be whole once again
Swallowed up in hatred
For that's all I've been shown
You think you know me?
Tell me who I am
For that I do not know
Break down this barrier
Try to understand me
For once listen to what I have to say
Make me real
Take away all my pain
Find me in this dark abysses
Breath and give me life
Because I've been pulled down
Dragged down
By these people
Let me feel again
Even for a moment
Even if it is just pain
Because I've felt you once
And know I can't stand to feel
Numb