For You

By !*!Bee!*!

****this poem is written in memory of my dearly beloved grandmother who died 9/11/03,she died from the spreading of cancer,she had had it before and after almost 6 years of being free of it, got it back again********
*****I love you grandma with everything I have, you were my family, and you held me together for all of these years,love you******

What went wrong

Nothing is helping

It's not my fault

But I blame it on me

Spent my time

Trying to help you

Tried to tell you my love

But I couldn't

cause you're not the same person

That you used to be

Spent so much time

Believing these lies

That they would help you

Could cure this thing soon

I couldn't see through the illusions

That they had laid before me

So it's my fault

I didn't have enough time

Now every tear I cry

Contains my love for you

It will never be enough

And this pain is to much

But I have to say

Good

Bye

****this poem is written in memory of my dearly beloved grandmother who died 9/11/03,she died from the spreading of cancer,she had had it before and after almost 6 years of being free of it, got it back again********
Hey I don't want to here any negative feed back on this poem,even though I know it's not very good,it means a lot to me,so any negativity please hold to yourself,but feel free to criticize my other poems.