First love now lost

You said you loved me.you said we would always be together.you said that we would never break up. you lied. why?how could you lie to the one you loved?did you really love me or was that a lie too?i gave you my heart and you riped it up.you threw it on the ground and crushed it.how could you hurt me so?what did i do wrong?why cant we be together?can i fix what we once had so we can be together again?do you still love me like i love you or am i alone?do you want me like i want you?can we ever have what we had before?do you miss me or am i the only one who misses what we had?do you cry at night or is it just me?are you happier with some other girl?do you miss your new ex more than you miss me?was she a better girlfriend than i ever was?do you care more about her than you ever cared about me?do you or did you love her?if you did or do love her, was your love for her stronger than it was for me?you must be over me if you already have a new ex.well i hope your happy and have a good life.you don't need me bothering or interfering with your life.so i guess this is goodbye and even if you don't love me anymore , i will always and forever love you. you were my first true love and I'm glad that it was you.i don't regret it either.i love you so very much.more than anything in the whole wide world.Love always and forever heather