Point of no return

That's it
I give up
Poor some more Cyanide in my cup
I'm ready to go
I'm leaving this place,
This point of no return will scar my face
I refuse to go on
For my purpose has been scattered among the remnants of my darker side
Killing me means giving up a part of the meaning of suicidal tendencies
Learn to live and when you see me.
You'll know what I did.
Just think happy thoughts as the pieces of my skull fall from the sky.
It might make you cry
But whatever you do, don't die.
I hope to meet you again some day
But I chose not to stay.