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by Miranda Aug 3, 2005 category : Dark, fantasy / dark, horror
This is messed up i can't explain the feeling what is it, could it be double dealing could life be worst than it is right now would it change for the good, and how god saved once but i don't think he will again he kept me from going off the losing end i went to the bottom and somehow i was lifted i just can't understand why people say i am gifted is i gift something that freaks you out is it a feeling that makes you want to shout do people see things that aren't real are you crazy or is depressed the way you feel i see things i can't explain but the feeling's i can retain if i told someone the way i feel they would laugh and say it's not real i want to get rid of the pictures in my head i can't so i get to the point I'm better off dead Ive been there once or twice the feelings cool as ice it gets to the point where i just cant take it anymore so hell, and death are the places i try to explore I'm trying to get out of a bad habit i don't to be suicidal dagnabit Ive found my happy place in drugs that's just me getting rid of the bugs Ive tried to stop my evil ways Ive tried for days and days I'm going to try till i can't anymore I'm going to try till i can't, i implore please comment on all my poems it's important to see what my readers think