Im sorry

Im glad you were always there for me
To bad i cant say the same for me
You always listened to me
To bad i cant say the same for me

When you were trying to call me
I was always on the phone to some else
I never really took notice of this
Untill you told me you tried to kill yourself

I was crying and asking you why
But all you said was think about it
I didnt understand what you meant
Untill i finally thought about it

I thought about when you came to school crying
And when I asked you said dont worry
I shouldve kept on asking you
God im so so sorry

Now at nights i call you
Instead of you calling me
I shouldn\'t of taken you for granted
I\'ll be the best friend anyone can be

Till this day i still sit and night and cry
For the thought of loosing you
You\'ve been the best friend and stuck by me
Im so sorry if I\'ve ever hurt you

Its been three months now
And youve stop cutting your wrist
I thought everything was going good
Untill it came to this

One day you didnt come to school
I thought you were fine so i didnt fret
But then another day had past
And you still hadnt came to school yet

I went to go see if you were fine
And when your dad answered the door
I looked inside to see if you were there
And saw your mum crying on the floor

I started to feel sick
And started to freak
I wanted to know why
You hadnt been at school that week

Your mum stopped crying
Enough to tell me the news
I thought I was feelin sad that week
But now i really have the blues

I found out you had killed yourself
I asked with what, she said the rope
She handed me a peice of paper
and said it was your suicide note

In the note you said you were sorry
And that you didnt mean for it to be like this
How can you not mean it to be like this
How can you leave me here like this?

At the funeral I am so god damn sad
Im going infornt of everyone to speak
But as i start to say the words
My knees are going weak

Im starting to go faint
But i still try to finish my words
Im talkign about how much i miss you
And how much it hurts

I cant get you out of my head
You used to be so happy
I cant get over whats just happened
I cant believe youve left me

Youll never be forgotten
You\'ll be remembered forever and a day
You\'ll always be in my heart
And its there you\'ll stay!