Hey BJ, WOW! I love it. You're such a great writer. I know its a hard topic to write about. I know what you're going through i've tried. Unfortunately I gave in. I know you're stronger than me and can keep with it. He will call soon. *hug* I look up to you for your strength and faith. Never giving in when most girls would have fled. You are truly in love as I think he is too. No matter what anyone else says... remember I believe in you. He's a very lucky man. I hope he realises that. Stay strong sweetie and everything will work out fine. Best Friends. Always xxx TJ xxx