Everyday I'm crying
&& i don't even know why anymore
i have the guy of my dreams
great friends
family
everything...
so why does it hurt so much?
why does every night
tear a chunk out of me?
I'm so afraid
I'll drown in my own tears
&& i never seem to run out of them.
i want to give up
but i know i can't
I'm just so tired of crying...
of hurting...
of dieing...
i want the tears to run dry...
I'd cry blood,
just as long as it's not tears..
the salt stings my lips
as i try to drown in my pain...
deep breaths Kathy...
deep breaths...
remember
Rey
Allie
chayse
rae dawne
Isaac
everyone...
i can't die...
i just...
can't live anymore
