Stacy

I'm a kid in a lot of peoples eyes
But Ive gone threw stuff that would make others want to die

Ive lost many friends and lovers too
But all I want is to stay true

I wouldn't be able to cheat or think about it at all
The thought of it makes my skin begin to crawl

I was abused
Not a understood kid
Not many knew why I always strayed from them

I found my one true love and lost him at 17
He had to grow up and that didn't involve me

I became hated at a school where I was once loved
I use to have no enemies
Now its friends that I lack of

My family use to know my so well
Know they don't understand about any of my hell

I date a lot of guys and have put out more then I should
But now I'm someone else's hope
From a fort way out of the hood

I'm not looking for a Hero
I don't need to be saved
I have to live my life dependent on me

My heart trembles at the thought of love
Yet my soul knows that it will never be full again with out Brandon's love

I will forever be empty and as hard as Rhett tries...
He will never fill that gap that I have left deep inside

I write my soul out on a piece of paper
But no matter how much I write no one will ever understand me fully

You can see my soul rebuild little by little by looking into my eyes
But what their deep blue doesn't tell you is that this is a disguise

I belong to a different world completely
A different time a different body and different reality all together

But for now I am Stacy
Of this planet Earth