She doesn't know what to do with herself...she cries to relieve her pain...but then smokes to calm her self...then she realizes that she really shouldn't smoke...so she cries again because she knows she's a failure...then she ends up smoking again...because that is better than other things that she could be doing...then she realizes that she's not good enough for anyone and that her whole life is a screw up...and that no one truly loves her- they just say that they do...but she knows the truth.... but in the end she just paints on a smile and acts like there's nothing wrong...and fools everyone with her fake smile....
(His away message)
He knows there's something wrong and he knows there's nothing he can really do...so he starts to feel blue...he wonders and wonders on what to say to make all the pain go away...so he says he's sorry, he says I love you I really do...but she doesn't believe it, how could it be true...so she jus paints on a smile and acts like she is ok and says I love you 2... but he knows better he won't be fooled...so he jus sits there wit her, holds her tight kisses her on the check and says it's gonna be all right...
