The lies you've told

I'm not going to fall for your
evil trap anymore.
because I'm stronger
then i was before.

the devil keeps playing
his little mind game.
but this time miserably
failed and I'm the one
to blame.

don't say you know what
I'm going through
don't say that you care.
because when i needed you
the most you were never there.

why couldn't you see.
see everything that you were
doing is effecting me!

i don't think you will ever get it,
no you never will.
so keep hiding your problems,
keep popping that pill.

true i am stronger now then i was.
but i still have to deal with the pain
cause...

you were the one who was fake.
I've tried and tried to show you
but what will it take for you to see
this was your mistake.

I've traveled so far to find this new
place.
along the way I've changed.yeah
i no longer hide me ashamed face.

I've gone so far and changed so
much... but you just stayed the
same.
i just don't get it. why do you feel
like you need to be so tame.

the lies you always say i never
hear.
and in our relationship your far
from near.

you say you want to spend more
time together.
but how we are.
how we are now is way better.

you'll never see all the tears that
i cried.
you'll never be able to see them
even if you tried.

one thing you showed me that i
held on to was how to hide
my mistakes and disgrace.
just by covering it up with some
make up on my face.

i still don't see why because of the
mistakes you made I'm the one
who has to pay.
will i ever get a answer to that
question... maybe just one
day?

so just play devil... play
until another day
-ivy