Whos going to save me

Here i am alone again fighting away this lost feeling.
trying to find a right reason why I'm liven.
feels like a dream can this hurt be real.
is this really something i can feel.
I'm falling so deep in shame.
am i really the one to blame .
I'm to scared to open my eyes and see.
i need to know who's going to save me.
all this lies there stuck in my head.
everything Ive ever wanted to say its said.
I'm lost inside my one confusion.
I'm so tired of always trying but losing.
it feels like every good feeling is gone.
i don't feel like i belong.
how can this be.
i need to know who's going to save me.who's going to catch me when i fall .
who's going to hear me when i call.
theres so much i don't see.
but i need to know who's going to save me.