How could i let this happen?

How could i let this happen
how could i let u touch me
why didn't i stop u
why didn't i
why didn't i scream
why didn't i push u away
why?
because i was so scared
i was only 13
u where like an uncle
i wish i didn't say NE thing
i ruined my aunties family
u ruined me
I'm sorry i recked you
I'm sorry i made u loose your little boy
I'm sorry i put u in jail
I'm sorry