It's not you it's me

I think I've found the answer
to this problem you don't see
I searched so long to find
the problem is just.. me

I'm always so embarrassed
I'm always very shy
I want to stop being like this
believe me, I do try

but around you I feel great
and I don't want to lose it
by doing something stupid
being brave just isn't worth it

another problem I have
yes, I have quite a few
and I try to tell you everything
and I will soon tell you

you make me very happy
but sometimes I am afraid
that the happiness you bring me
is not by me repaid

do I make you happy?
a stupid question perhaps
but I really need to know
and I'll just leave it at that

the next time I see or hear from you
I'll ask you what you feel
I know you'll be sweet and say "of course!"
but be honest, give me something real