Confusing life

Sometimes i wonder were i belong
I don't fit in there,
It doesn't seem right here,
Am i making the right decisions?
Should i stop doing what I'm doing?
Am i going wrong about everything?
Am i being someone that i really wanna be?
Please help me because its not easy to see
Do i really wanna smoke weed and get high?
Someone please show me a sigh!
Do i really wanna chill with low life thugs?
The ones that live there life all about drugs,
Do i really wanna be some lil gangsta girl?
Just thinking about all this makes my toes curl!
Do i really wanna pretend not to care about school,
Just so i can look cool?
Am i living one big lie?
Should i just take it,sit back,and sigh?
I'm just so confused on who i really wanna be!
I just wanna find out who really is this so called ME!!

~Ashley
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