I couldn't say how I feel.
To say it out loud would make it real
.The pain would come back,
the disturbing memories I tryed to forget.
Not again I couldnt take that attack.
I dont want to get upset.
I always knew from the start
I never really had your heart.
So leave me now before I cry.
The pain is too much to say goodbye.
If only you could know in each tear I shed. Its the I love you I never said
