There are so many things I wish I could take back
So many qualities I know I shouldn't lack
On the inside are my feelings unwanted and now unused
Left there to rot
From being emotionally shot
How do I get out of this misery I put myself through
Do you ever feel like your ready to die?
That theres nothing left to do
No longer the need to try
My inner isolation
Comes from so much I don't know
From not understanding myself
Sometimes I wonder about how longer I cant stay
Living this way
My deepest regret is my now
Inability to go back to who I used to be
I barely remember her she doesn't I dream of what it feels like
just to be happy again
For now my secret depression will go on till then
