To dear xtine... RIP

Christine, why did you leave me?
i loved you so much!!!
why couldn't you see?!?

i miss you and never shall forget you
when i heard the news from Lauren
i honestly didn't know what to do!

now as i write this, a tear falls from my eye
i remember when we first met, our friendship
and now all i can do is cry and ask why?

we said we'd do it together, help each other through
i guess i have failed, didn't keep my promise.
I'm so sorry!!!! i have completely failed you!

now you are gone... i didn't say a proper goodbye
and now my life is worse without you here!
oh why did you have to die?!?

Christine, i love you and always will
but i believe deep in my heart
that we shall soon see each other still...

~Christine, i love you so much!!!!! i cant get over the shock!! I'm sorry... this poem sucked but my emotions are in it still! RIP Christine...~