Now I Understand

I trusted and relied on you,
Told you my deepest secrets,
Showed myself true,
And expected these things to be kept,

When I see you holding her in your arms,
Giving her what you once gave me,
Showing her all your sweet charm,
And everyone around to see,

I know you want me to move along,
But its something to hard I can’t do,
Each note in my heartbreaking songs,
All remind me off you,

Linkin park-in the end,
Nirvana-smells like teen spirit,
B.E.P-don’t phunk with my heart,
And so many I know fret,

I can’t look at you without,
Thinking of all the love,
And kindness our relationship was about,
Realizing I have now been given a violent shove,

As of last night my heart broke,
By my only man,
I’m just glad we talk and spoke,
I now understand.

Dedicated to Michael.

©Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on August 4th, 2005