My Suicide

Will you ever understand
Will you ever know?
How much it kills me
How i feel so low

I wont explain to you
Trust me i wont even try
You'll just think I'm making it up
Like its all just one big lie

Why don't you listen to what i say
Listen to how i feel
Read a little more because
Its no joke its real

Thoughts of suicide and self harm
They all run through my head
Ever minute wishing and longing
For it to finally be over for me to be dead

What would it be like without me
Do you want me to die
It doesn't matter to me anyway
Cause you said you wouldn't cry

So as i cut a little deeper
Maybe you'll see
This was the story of my suicide
This was me.