God you're mistaken

It's been so long without the sun
I'm losing hope it will return
Is this God's way of telling me?
His way of making me learn?

That I'm better off without you?
That I can carry on?
I'm sorry God you're mistaken
I thought you, I could count upon?

I'll make myself trust in you
And believe it is for the best
What happens is for a reason,
I know I will pass this test.