I am be gone soon

I am be gone soon

No matter what I do,
no matter how hard I try,
I just cant seem to hide my self from you,

you can always tell when I am sad,
when I am not happy,
you can tell that I am depressed,

you say you want to help,
and before everything,

I know I could tell you anything
but now things have change,
and I have nothing to gain,

so what the point of telling you,
when you just try to make me stay,
I don’t want to be here not this day,
and not any of the next,

I am telling you now,
my end is so close,
I can see it coming around the bend..

~Ashleigh~