If love means to you what it means to me then its clear you lied every time you said I LOVE YOU because every time you said it you tore my heart a little more until eventually I could only say I LOVE YOU half heartedly quite literally and it is so hard for me to admit I still need u I still dream of you I still feel you I still hear your heart beat taste your kisses smell your skin but its even harder for me to admit that I LOVE YOU and I always have and always will
