I try to get you to understand me,
bu I can't even understand myself,
I try to fix the problem,
but somehow make it worse,
I love you,
but I hate you at the same time,
I ask for your help,
Buti guess i have to do it myself,
I don't know how to deal with the pain,
so I take all the blame,
I hurt myself inside and out,
wishing that I would have no doubts,
I need someone to help me through this,
and that person is you!!!!