Just one more time and I’ll be fine,
Just one more cut and I’ll be able to sleep.
I can stop anytime I want.
But I don’t want to stop.
Not right now at least.
Maybe never.
Soon I’ll know my limit.
I’ll know how deep is too deep.
But until then I can just dig deeper until the void is full.
I know when I cut I will never be disappointed.
It makes me feel alive.
And I don’t ever want to stop.