Feelings

So many feelings i hold inside. I keep all of them up in my head and sometimes i think I'm just better off dead. With no one to talk to and nothing to say, I hope that one day they will all just go away. Although i know that day will never come, everyone thinks my problems are as simple as 1 plus 1. They say it's easy and i will forget, i took their advice and now i live with regret. What do i do now i ask myself, because now i have placed my problems on a shelf. I want those problems back but if i do that dignity i will lack. So i leave them alone and leave them there as my own