Hidden

How I truly feel
I never really show
Not ready to reveal
My true feelings for others to know
But they don't have a clue
Thinking that I'm always happy
And I don't know what to do
Since I guess I am a pretty good actress
And hide how I feel
And what I go through
Just keep it hidden to myself
Until it becomes to much to bare
And starts effecting my health
Then it just bottles up and I explode
And then I just cry and cry
Day to day
Just wanting to die
And no one exactly knows
Since I keep it all hidden
But I just want these feelings to go
Not even my friends
Know how I really feel
Since I hide it pretty well
But I just want it all to end
Since these feelings are causing my life such hell