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Never again will i close my eyes in harmony. for the fearful vines grow stronger upon the steady gate of life. each morning we wake to be in a new adventure, a new quest, a new goal and everyday we are greatly dissapointed by the lack of love people show, the lack of heart in one person, and the amount of hurt our happiness can bring. We smile to ourselves saying things are alright. Than beyond our fake smiles and false remarks we silently cry to ourselves wishing we hadnt lost our will to live in the past. Because inside, we are all petrified of the life we have until we die.They say the new seasons bring new hopes for a better day, week, or even a year. But no cold season could flee the lonly spirits out of my heart. In my life i have met some great people. Some greater than others. but in this holy time of wisdom i pray. I pray for all the heartache to leave this earth. for all the children to witness a beautiful world. without having to be afraid. i pray that this world could change in ways other than finanacialy or physically, but instead menatally. I pray that people live each day like they want to be here. no regrets. like its a privalige. not a right. Everything we have is everything we live for. Even if you are living for the littleist thing you have. A pet, a blanket, it doesnt matter. These are the things we need to treasure. We must treasure the moments we have with the people we love. For one day you may turn to finally give them love, and they will have vanished. All my life i have wondered what the point is, why we breathe. Now i see that every waking breath is a gift. Because i get to share precious time with the people i love and with the people that love me and give a shit that im alive. THAT..THAT IS A PRIVALIGE! not a right. Its a privalige to have someone who cares. its a privalige to be able to walk outside without getting pointed at and discriminated against. its a privalige to live in the society we live in. Some people take that to their advantage. and some people take it for advantage. But where will this lead us? straight to our wondering feelings? our critisism? a world of unknow thoughts? I dont know. No living fukin person knows where or when this place will be forgotten out of our minds. But as long as i am living for the people i love i dont care. i dont care when the world ends. as long as everyday i get to wake up and see them..my loves..than it doesnt matter. nothing matters when im wit them. nothing matters. they are my everything. Maybe we dont all have our rewards. maybe some have money to show for their love. some have success. but i have friends. i have family. that, to me, is all you need to pass gods course. thats all i need.