You try to find someone to share your life with,
searching for ever long,
deepening yourself in your self,
sad it is when nothing is being found,
walking alone in your mind with not even a shadow,
what is going on if nothing can be.
not a word with souls of the searching feel,
jumping through the shield and getting stuck,
going through nothing,
watching the movie of what has been and the what your getting skipped passed,
not your fault that your forever lost down the line for firsts.
for ever searching what u might never find in the world that forgot to look at u