There's something deep inside me,
Trying to escape,
In search of light.
The things I've said,
The things I've done,
Was there no purpose to them?
All my actions,
All my feelings,
They all go toward one goal,
Toward one desire.
So far...
It's been failure after failure,
But yet my hopes are still strong.
I move on into the future,
Into the unknown,
With my heart in one hand and a gun in the other.
Into to the very darkness I ran away from,
Into the belly of the beast,
Into the lion's den,
Out of the frying pan and into the oven.
In the darkness there was no light,
No sound,
No air,
There was nothing in the growing dark.
My heart pulsated in my hand,
Bleeding red,
Bleeding black,
Bleeding blood,
Bleeding tears.
Another lost cause,
Another wandering ghost,
Another broken heart,
The things I fear the most.
Toward one goal,
One desire.
A heartbeat,
A gunshot,
Tears and blood,
A scream...
Then nothing,
Nothing...
Another failure,
Another heartbreak,
Once more...
Into the darkness.
Reaching for my heart yet again.
Hurt me,
Shoot me,
Kill me,
Love me...
One goal,
One desire,
One life,
One love.
Into the growing darkness,
With my heart in one hand and a rose in the other.
