If I Could Speak Your Name

Life is already tough
and you didn't make it better.
I definitely tried to contact you
by writing a short letter.

You left without a sign
not even a hug good-bye.
I don't know whats going to happen
when i have to look you in the eye.

I may start to cry
or cover my mouth and scream.
We sat down on this very couch
and said we were a team.

It looks like you broke the team
along with breaking me.
I'm not the same person now
that i ever use to be.

I cant sleep at night
and sometimes i start to shake.
I cant really doing much about it
i guess its just something i have to take.

I cant trust anyone
for the fear they will leave me like you.
I don't know what is false
or even want is true.

My days seem longer
and my nights are just the same.
This all wouldn't have happened
if i could still speak your name.