I miss them

Ive lost so many People I feel so close to
even though i haven't got to meet all of them
they are still a part of me

like my older sis shes still someone special even though she wasn't ever really alive
as soon as she was born she was already dead

even my family I can barely remember are everything to me
like Grandpa Dean and great Aunt Rosey

I miss them all so much more then I let on
its not that I miss them being here i just wish i knew what it'd be like with them here instead of gone

but heavens to far away for me to be with them
but when I die I will get to meet some for the first time and be with the others again