Today I am dead,
Tomorrow I will be too,
My body is in decay,
What can I do?
I was ignored in life,
Forgotten now that I'm dead,
Hate-full feelings,
Are what my heart was fed,
Gashes decorate by body,
As maggots eat me out,
That same fragile smile,
Still thinking about kyle,
I had a funeral,
Yet nobody showed,
My soul lay ed above my body,
Crying,
The pain will always grow,
No this was no suicide,
No accident,
No wish,
Not even a dream,
It was my murders goodbye kiss,
Yes he killed,
Because I am hated,
By strangers, family,
But not by friends,
Why would they hate me?
They don't even exist!
Now I am in heaven,
but the pain still won't go away,
For I am even hated by the angels,
Even God hates me,
He sent me away,
In Hell I was,
But it was even worse,
I was tortured by so many!
I guess I was born with a Curse..
The Devil sent my soul,
I don't belong in Heaven and definitely not in hell,
Where am I to go?
I have no loved ones, or friends,
In stress and agony,
My soul wanders and yells,
I walk the earth endlessly,
For I have no home,
I seek the same thing I always have,
And that is someone I can hold...
