I dont really know what to say. This is what Im thinking and what I feel. I guess i wonder whys girlfriends are so difficult. maybe she really doesn't care and its all a joke. But if most women had someone who cared as much as I do I dont think they'd blow it off. I would hope they could make the time. I guess some people no whats more important in life. Im done. I dont know anymore. Thanks for reading. rbmo401