When I first saw you,
To me, you were just some geek.
When I heard you joking with some friends,
You sounded like such a freak.
I tried my hardest to pretend,
That you did not exist.
For I remember very clearly,
You were not at the top of my list…
You dressed like a dork,
You had no money,
You hung out with people,
Who thought they where funny
You told me I was your crush,
All that did was gross me out.
I avoided being around you,
I didn't know what that was all about.
Sure I had no friends,
But I preferred that over you.
I mean, you hung out with such nerds,
What would you expect me to do?!?!
It turned out a friend I made,
happened to be your pal.
So I avoided you when I was with her,
So people wouldn't think I was your gal
I got to know you a bit,
You weren’t as bad as I had expected…
Sure in my eyes you were still a freak,
But you became more respected.
You made me laugh a lot.
And slowly became my friend.
I started to open up to you,
And on you I started to depend.
I found you constantly on my mind,
I looked for excuses to bring up your name…
I couldn’t stop looking at you,
I could tell that you felt the same.
The days went by fast,
It wasn’t long before we had to say goodbye.
As I wrote out my number for you,
I struggled not to cry.
As I turned around to give you a hug,
And say my final farewell,
I found you in another girls arms,
And that is when my heart fell.
I had been too scared to show how I felt,
And my chance is now through
Now it’s too late,
And you’ll never know that I loved you…
