I haven't cried in quite a while,
The tears just wont stream down.
Yet now this pain is pushing,
On all my insides and not relenting.
It's not giving up, it'll finish me,
Tears i feel, they're not becoming real.
Is it because i want to forget?
Or because i can't let myself be,
So trapped, i no longer see.
Need to escape, but how to break free?
There's nothing left of me,
I don't care like i used to,
No passion or will, to continue.
No dreams or wishes,
That i want to come true.
How do i go on living,
In a life so dead?
How do i go on seeing,
Things that just aren't there?
How do i go on hearing,
What i only wish was true?
All these questions pounding,
Wont you just let me be?
Why do i have to think,
And analyse everything i do?
It's bringing out my faults,
It's presenting me with what i hate.
Maybe tonight's the night,
Where I'll go to a faraway place.
Will i see, hear and feel again?
Or maybe I'll stay,
And go on to find a better day?
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*any help with the title would be great too...not quite sure!!!
not too happy with it...but...
