I knew you didn't see me
I knew you couldn't hear me
I knew it would all end tonight
I knew it all I couldn't fight
As I watch you laying in your bed
I wish so hard that you weren't dead
I knew it must've hurt
Although there's blood on your shirt
I didn't mean it still
I didn't want you killed
All my life I hurt you
It was all the things you didn't do
Now I see the things you did
I know it was wrong, but I was only a kid
You have to find a way to forgive me
Any way just a way to forgive me
I didn't have the knowledge
I didn't go to college
I didn't see anything worth while
I was still deep in denial
Just don't hate me for it
Just don't die over this shit
I can't lose you today
Not now
Not this way
I still need you by my side
To keep me happy
Forgive me for my pride
I didn't know this would happen today, not any day, no way
It was all an accident I swear
But all of this sadness I can't bare
It's just too hard to take
It's just my love and hate
I know I hurt you so bad
I know I made you so mad
If I could go to the past
I would change everything
I'd fix the glass
Just don't leave me now
I really need you now
It's really getting to me
But it's only you I need
Don't leave
Please breathe
I can't feel your heartbeat!
Oh don't leave!
Just please breathe!
Where is your heartbeat?
Where'd you go now?
Please return now
I still need you but how
Why leave me?
Why leave us?
Why leave all those that you love
Why hurt me?
Why hurt us?
Why hurt the ones that you love
Oh why me?
Oh why see?
I can't live without your heartbeat
[You are my life source
Don't leave me without saying good bye]