Complicated Me

Complicated me
I thought I had it figured out
Complicated me
All that useless hoping, just lead me to so much doubt
Complicated me
I thought I saw the light
Complicated me
Always failing, try as I might
Complicated me
I gave another chance
Complicated me
I know I’m his puppet, and I still let him make me dance
Complicated me
Trying to fight, but never win
Complicated me
I feel it’s a battle that will never end
Complicated me
Taking slow steady steps
Complicated me
Letting darkness into the depths
Complicated me
I thought I had a hold
Complicated me
Had a chance for warmth, instead I chose to stay in the cold
Complicated me
Won’t let anyone in
Complicated me
My crazy mind will think it’s a sin
Complicated me
Letting my mind make the choice
Complicated me
Forbidding my heart to have a voice
Complicated me
Won’t take a hold of someone’s one hand
Complicated me
Believing no one will understand
Complicated me
Denying what I feel
Complicated me
Fell for a love…that was never real