Constant screaming echoes; ringing in my ears
I try to block it out but then only comes new fears
I surrender all I got, I throw it all away
yet somehow how no matter how hard I try it always seems to stay
you captivate me, you wont let me go
a surreal blur is all I will ever know
until the moment you let me breathe
just take a seconds silence and leave!
the memories are only worse
it turns it all happened to you first
cold and undaunted I was left alone
its all your fault you now whine and moan
unfortunately I still don’t believe it
you’ve tomented me and used all your wit
but its still an unopened hurt heart
you recked me and tore me apart
Thanks for making me who I am today
for throwing all I worked for to have it your away
for putting me out on the streets all alone
Surrounding me with nothing of my own
I can defend myself; you taught me how
that at least one thing I know now
I will survive without you at last
You’ve messed up my life and just left your past
