Thoughts of you
Are ripping through my head
And here I lay
Wishing I were dead…
Instead I am alive
I am alive and well
Being with you was like heaven
Being without you is hell.
Thoughts return from long ago
About the events of the past year
And all I can say is I love you
And I have never seen things so clear.
You were all I had wanted
You were my dreams come true
Now I will live in my nightmare
Until I hear an I love you too.
What has been said has been said…
What has been done has been done…
And I can now understand,
That you want me gone.
Remember when I told you
I wanted you to be my wife?
You made me change those words today…
Into have a nice life…